all of a sudden i’ve decided that i wanna be an animator

Sometimes I just want to go back to when time didn’t exist.

I mean like, when I was younger and I didn’t give two fucks about time and it just didn’t exist to me. Now that I’m older, I have an unhealthy concern for time and it’s tearing me apart from the inside.

No one can stop me from shipping two girls/guys together.

Okay I was kinda shocked when I checked out my recent posts… 0.o They went like this:

cat, cat, cat, Pikachu, cat…

okay so I was literally just staring at my computer screen for like five minutes trying to make this term paper for my humanities class and when I had an idea to start it I just typed out “fuck this shit i’m gonna be a stripper” 0.o like wtf vince idek anymore

Lady Gaga

that is all.

Pokémon Feels

Okay so I just got home and I totally wanted to watch the new episode of Pokémon because I thought it would be a fun to watch just one episode after a really long time but I couldn’t find a link so yeah… I checked out some pictures though so I decided not to look for a link to watch the episode anymore since Team Rocket isn’t even there so I didn’t find it worth watching.

But seriously though, I’m really disappointed with the “modern” Pokémon animé. It’s totally different from what it used to be… It’s like, PUSA all over again. But this time, I don’t think I can deal with it.

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Wee~ I’m just so happy that I got a perfect score in this paper for one of my major subjects and I celebrated by buying myself some ice cream :3

I’m re-watching Ragnarok: The Animation and I must say that the Filipino dub that I used to watch is kinda better than the Japanese version… Mainly because I used to play pRO when the series was aired on TV and the dub used the slang we use in the game so it was really fun.

I’m listening to the ending song of the series right now, “Alive” by Yamazaki Maimi and it’s really nostalgic and kind of sad because it makes me realize that I really am growing up and idk, I guess I’m scared…? In a way…? Hmm…

I’ve been in college for like 2 months now and I’m still not getting seriously serious with anything. I have been reading the stuff that I’m supposed to read and I like reading them. The material is really engaging but I can’t find meaning… I guess. haha I don’t know. I’m really uninspired to do anything right now that it hurts. I have no idea what I’m doing with my life at the moment and I’m not carpe diem-ing and it’s just sad and pathetic for me and I’m being a bitch right now and a;lskdja;sldkfj T_T

Maybe sleep will do me some good. I’ll make a better life post when something interesting and remarkable happens in my life.